Soto Scene: Enter if you Dare!

Hey you Guys,
I thought this would be a good way of sharing, venting and just mainly letting you all know whats going on in the Soto Household and my crazy life! My sociology teacher recommended this for me so that it can help me take out my fustrations and joys on a computer! I've been wanting to get a hold of a lot of you and hardley have time to call everyone and say hi let alone give them the full update on us. When I get on here to BLOG its gonna be "me time" time that I can relax and just let go of the day. Mostly when the kids are napping, playing, at school or late at night when everyone's asleep. A lot goes on everyday in my crazy life of being a wife, mother and full time student.......talk about stress........Thank you all that are checking up on us and please leave comments so that I know you're here :) Here I go...........

Let me just tell you all that I'm sick like a dog, strep throat, ears hurting and all. So today Bubbs didn't have school and Steph spent the night and I had school so I had to drive to El Monte to drop the kids off and then go to school for about 2 hours which wasn't even worth it and to top it off my teachers just bullshitted about some shit that I didn't pay attention to and I felt horrible. I couldn't miss school cause I'm missing next week for VEGAS!! We're leaving this saturday and coming back next saturday, I need this vacation bad!!! I'm so stressed out with school and I just had all my midterms. SUCKS!! I hate school at times but I know it will all be worth it at the end.....I keep telling myself that to get thru all the drama.

My house is coming along and looking better, we just had so much to do, especially since we're painting every freakin room a different color! But it was all my idea and I'm now regretting it. I thought it would be easy to just slap on the paint and finish this whole house on a weekend, YEAH RIGHT, its been almost 3 months that we've been here and we haven't finished painting this bitch! uuuuhhhhhhh so fustrating and we still have shit in boxes that are for the walls that i can't put up till we're done! and why can't I just finish, cause I get home around 330 everyday, then I have to clean the mess we already have, wash clothes, make dinner, tend to the kids (a job of its own), then help Bubbs with his homework, do my homework and then the day is gone. I'm constantly on this damn computer trying to do homework and it makes me tired so then I get really tired and don't feel like doing shit! Thats been my story for the past 2 1/2 months. And the days that Naty goes to school are hell for me! ON Tues and Thurs nights he has school and doesn't come home till 830-9pm! I'm already hitting the sack at that time and burnt out! Then the weekend comes and we've got parties, people over, dinners, etc...... and shit gets done! so fustrating!!

And to top it off Naty almost made me faint and shit in my paints at the same time 2 days ago. The kids were on the floor coloring in their coloring books and we're just chillin' on the couch cause we had someone over (forgot who?) and he tells me..........that he wants more kids!! I couldn't believe it, for most of you that don't know Naty wanted to cut off his own dick so that I wouldn't get pregnant. He was soooooooo set on no more and would just make dumb ass comments about it. You know when people ask, "So do you guys want anymore?" and his response was always, "HELL NO" I would want to slap him when he said that shit cause I'm the one who takes care of them! Anyway, so I thought Naty was deadset on no more and he would kill me if I got prego. So he wants to talk about it more but its not for sure. I don't know if I can handle 3 kids. I love my babies and do really good with them now but to add another one sounds like I'd go nuts. Who knows? Whatever God has in store for me I guess I'll go with the flow. I know I'm in school but there will be a big pause from finishing at East L.A. college till I go to Medical school and thats when we think if I were to get pregnant that I should have the baby. that means I'll be prego at East L.A. College for a little while and thats ghetto!!! I don't want to be a pregnant student! I see them all the time and I feel embarressed for them! I know its sad but its my honest truth! Theres hardly no pregnant girls and when you see one its kind of weird. I know we're all adults but it looks just weird to me. Sooooooooooo I'm taking everything into consideration, (everything! LOL!!!) Not only that I might have to give up my beautiful computer room, or I'll only be able to have 1 other passenger in my car cause my 3 kids will take up all the room in the back and if I have Naty in the front then no one can go with us anywhere!! LMAO!!!!!! I know I'm an idiot but I think of everything and of course hoping that its healthy and nothing horrible happens to it......(thats automatic) but everything from small to big.

At the moment I'm trying to lose this fatass of mine! Right before we moved from El Monte I was a whopping 211!! can u believe that shit! a pound away from my heaviest. I guess I got really depressed being there with the in laws and kicking the tenants out that I just ate and ate some more. Well during the month that we moved back I lost weight and I'm now back to 195 which is cool on my part. I'm happy cause I'm not 200 anymore! If I do decide to get prego I want to lose at least 20-30 lbs. I'll keep losing till I eventually get pregnant.

Well most of you were at my babies party and I thank you all so much for coming! I had so much fun!!! I was sooooooooo tore up!! I danced the whole night, the next day I couldn't talk or walk! Ruben called me the next day to talk shit and make fun of me cause I wouldn't stop dancing and I did the worm at one night and almost made everyone shit their pants! Me, Elsie and Laura were tore up just dancing and competing with the girls. Of course we won cause they can't top BIG GIRL!! shooooooooottttttt! But the Keg was almost empty (thanks Laura and Elsie, LOL!) And the kids got much love from everyone. Thanks soooo much!!!

And now I hear the brats! LOL! I've gotta go tend to my babies, I'll see you all later.

Marlene

Starting the party, you can see Uncle Mike and Sal

the cool jumper we got and Naty's dad.

my Lil Aud posing with her beer belly. I didn't get none of my son he disappeared that night-what a bad mom!
Below: My sexy cousin Lessie and her Cool ass Hubby Sal.