The Heatwave is over......for now!

I thought I was going to die a week and a half ago, the damn temp reached 114, can u believe that crap? 114, I can bake a damn cake with that temp. After crying and being a mega bitch I'm finally getting my AC! yah! Naty's getting it ready as I type, the heat has calmed its ass for now but I know the SOB will be back. So when its back I'll be prepared with my AC on blast.

Let's see, hmmmmmm oh 4th of July weekend we went to San Fran to visit Jose and Monica and we had fun. We saw their new house (which is awesome) and stood in their little apartment they had downstairs from them, it was really cute and cozy. We left on a Sat. go there that evening, went to Target and rested. Then on Sunday we went to Six Flags, Marine World and told the kids it was disneyland, LMAO! They loved it and esp. loved all the animals, that place is cool! We got on a few big rides and watched a firework show afterwards, then on Monday, we went to the bridge and walked it a little then to Fisherman's Wharf to see the fatass sea lions and eat at Bubba Gump Shrimp, then on Tues (4th of July) we headed back home to our dead ass grass and plants. I nearly had a heart attack, Naty's dad didn't water like he said he would, instead he cut the dead grass, go figure....I did nearly die at the sight of my beautiful grass---DEAD!

Then, much of you all know that I've been having a lot of health complications, one after another, well I just had an ultrasound and the doctor called me back and told me that my cysts and the mass I had on my uterus are getting bigger with blood flow (which isn't good at all!) and he said I could possibly have cancer, actually a big chance. I kind of took it easy but I guess that now that I have more time to think and more time for my mind to play this God awful games on me I'm starting to think and think and cry and cry about it. I still don't know for sure if I have the "C" word but I'm praying that I don't cause I'm too young to go thru this shit, I have my kids to care for and I can't even think about leaving them alone. So before I go thru any surgeries I've gotta go make a will and an advance directive. Thats sad that I'm worth more dead than alive....I better not tell Naty that! anyway, I've gotta get all this crap ready and I know it'll be hard but its gotta be done.

And as for school, I'm in summer school now and hoping to finish next thurs. so once I'm done I'm hoping to switch to Chaffey so that I could but Bubbs in school close by and Naty could watch them while I go to night school, it'll be a sacrifice but it'll be worth it! Anyway, I better get to bed..........Goodnight